tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3110212114442166002012-01-26T06:27:26.192-08:00Life is full of choicesSim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.comBlogger271100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-79973092631748567292010-07-24T19:25:00.000-07:002010-07-24T19:25:18.368-07:00Pieces Of Me 1<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TEueIUPuvqI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/A595Lnoenf8/s1600/puzzle-thumb-300x300.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" hw="true" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TEueIUPuvqI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/A595Lnoenf8/s200/puzzle-thumb-300x300.jpg" width="200" /></a></div>Dear friends and blog readers~~ I have to say sorry first because it has been few months i didn't update my blog daily..Last time u guys are very excited to read my posts but sorry to disappoint..I have not much emo feelings already,haha..<br /><br />So..i wanted to share some of my feelings with u all weekly~girls must read ah,good for ur future =X<br /><span style="color: yellow;">Part 1 : My Dreamgirl</span><br />1)<span style="color: #f1c232;">NOT a superwoman (女强人)-</span>i don't like to chase superwomans or even like..it's not worth..what's the use of a girl who is better than her partner? Go think~<br />2)<span style="color: #f1c232;">Cute and polite-</span>The cuteness i mean is not her appearance,it's her attitude..i hate rude girls<br />3)<span style="color: #f1c232;">Not too open-.</span>i would rather choose the most ugly girl than a open-minded girl who likes to touch many boys<br />4)<span style="color: #f1c232;">Believable and trustable.-</span>Girls who doesn't keep their promise and keep on lying is 100% Not my type<br />5)<span style="color: #f1c232;">A girl who knows her boundaries-</span>Girls who know their limit about what they can do and shouldn't do<br />6)<span style="color: #f1c232;">Filled with compassion(爱心/同情心)-</span>i'm really attracted to girls who cares about things that are important<br />7)<span style="color: #f1c232;">Not too thin and not too fat-</span>this i can't explain why,medium is the best<br />8)<span style="color: #f1c232;">Not taller than me-</span>Short or same height i don't mind<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">These 8 factors are among the most important ones..And of course,there are a lot more little factors that i didn't mention..It's for you to figure out...If i mention all,then every girl will be perfect then...This post doesn't apply to me only,maybe most of the boys think like this too...So,for girls who wanted to chase boys,this might be helpful =)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-7997309263174856729?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-71955064552862482622010-06-28T03:27:00.000-07:002010-06-29T00:27:20.595-07:00Growing Up<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TChfqqD9owI/AAAAAAAAAHI/Yx8VPiritaw/s1600/Prefect.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ru="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TChfqqD9owI/AAAAAAAAAHI/Yx8VPiritaw/s320/Prefect.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div>Sorry for long time no clear the spiderwebs in this blog>.< Busy these days..<br /><br />Discipline Department Prefects..Really want to thank all of you for teaching me about many things and lessons. We've been through tough times,happiness,anger,joyful moments together in these few short little weeks. Gonna miss you guys,especially seniors who are going to retire and study for SPM or STPM..Good luck and all the best !! I'm happy too for the friends in which we are going to work as a team together in few more weeks ahead..Thanks again for teaching me meaningful and important life lessons in this short period.. I sure learnt a lot! Want me to list down? =)<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Eva(my senior</span></span><span style="color: #3d85c6;">)</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">-</span>for guiding me and be there for me when i have problems</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Jim </span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">- for telling me about the ways to approach students and your smile =), as far as i know u haven't been scolding us,huh? haha </div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Adeline</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">- for scolding us about our weak points and said it out 1 by 1.. It might be heartbreaking but i enjoyed it..This is how we improve ^^</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Jia Qi</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">- Being an AHP,you must be busy..And yet u spent time on our department and watch us all the time</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Jia Wen</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-To tell the truth,i never talked to you.I just saw your effort to come to our department and see the situation...Perhaps you might be helping silently at the back? =D</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Kiu Yi and</span> <span style="color: #3d85c6;">Stepfanie </span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Haven't have conversation with both of you too..Sorry for that..But i know everytime we have meetings, you both will be discussing and name out our problems..Appreciate it =)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Adrian </span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-You have been cool all along,you did not scold us but instead tell us kindly about mistakes and ways to handle it..Such nice caring </div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Jeremy</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Thanks for telling about many types of people we encountered,some need use hard method, some need use soft<br /><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Sharon</span><br /><span style="color: white;">Thanks for telling us to make our bond stronger so that our teamwork will get better and better</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Hui Tai</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-You are one of the seniors with much humour,passion and talkative..Everytime you talk,it never ends and was not boring..Instead,it was enjoying and everything seems to enter the brain</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Brendan</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Your words are powerful and you have the bravery to catch offenders.. Sometimes when i give offenders a 2nd chance,you will tell me about it and not let it happen again.. This is what i admire about you</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Yee Hung</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-The strictness during your duty is very impressive,you showed me some bravery that i can learn.. When there is a meeting,you would try to make the mood of everyone goes better with your talking</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Alvin</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-You always share your problems with me and make me imagine 'if i were in your situation,what would i do?' Thanks for trusting me and the sharing</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Chung Yew</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-You always ask me '现在我们要做什么?' Everytime i want to daydream,you will wake me up and be attentive </div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Ian</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Everytime i ask you questions,you will give me the best answers..Thanks for that and your attitude was the best of all</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Gabriel </span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-You need people to translate everytime..Thanks for letting me help you to translate sometimes..Teaches me how to be helpful^^</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Ryan and</span> <span style="color: #3d85c6;">Joseph</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Seldom see you guys in duty because you're busy with brassband.. From what i know,there are a few times we duty together..You guys were cool-tempered and not easily get angry.That was quite nice to learn in handling problems</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Benjamin</span><span style="color: black;"> </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #eeeeee;">-You like to ask many questions.. You shown me good example of taking initiative to ask and learn more through 'Questions and Answers'</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Ci Hui</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">- Talkative and friendly..You bring up the joy in everyone of us</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Ru Ming</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Straightforward and strict during duty..Thanks for showing me the qualities of leader</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Lilian</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-Very friendly and try to give many opinions for us to become better =)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Jessica</span> </div><div style="text-align: left;">-From the start of duty,you are the best of all..You are a great example for all of us</div><br />One more very important thing,all the friends out there..You all are the best friends i ever had!! I have fun with you guys!! Especially all the people in 4S2,i bet i won't forget you all!! The changes i had today are all because of all of the greats friends out there,supporting,cheering,playing and just having fun!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-7195506455286248262?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-8604756753893045302010-06-15T21:30:00.000-07:002010-06-15T21:30:22.417-07:001 week in Singapore<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcu2C2yG_I/AAAAAAAAAG4/QBLGBKMUJ4I/s1600/DSC06253.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" qu="true" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcu2C2yG_I/AAAAAAAAAG4/QBLGBKMUJ4I/s200/DSC06253.JPG" width="150" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcuqjAmfpI/AAAAAAAAAGw/yLkjEpm2HYU/s1600/DSC06257.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" qu="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcuqjAmfpI/AAAAAAAAAGw/yLkjEpm2HYU/s200/DSC06257.JPG" width="200" /></a> <br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBct6CIwVWI/AAAAAAAAAGY/1NVsfmOEvyw/s1600/DSC06241.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" qu="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBct6CIwVWI/AAAAAAAAAGY/1NVsfmOEvyw/s200/DSC06241.JPG" width="200" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcuXWhNBXI/AAAAAAAAAGg/o48IsWwZkEk/s1600/DSC06234.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" qu="true" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcuXWhNBXI/AAAAAAAAAGg/o48IsWwZkEk/s200/DSC06234.JPG" width="150" /></a> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcuigvrqGI/AAAAAAAAAGo/X1tWBz2K_Vk/s1600/DSC06245.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" qu="true" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcuigvrqGI/AAAAAAAAAGo/X1tWBz2K_Vk/s200/DSC06245.JPG" width="200" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcu-uC4jWI/AAAAAAAAAHA/5KfJpEV1b_I/s1600/DSC06258.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" qu="true" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/TBcu-uC4jWI/AAAAAAAAAHA/5KfJpEV1b_I/s200/DSC06258.JPG" width="150" /></a><br /><br /><br />It's been a long time we didn't go travelling together on a family trip,huh? Thanks for giving me those sweet little memories in Singapore and have some family photos. Time passed so fast and i'm 16 now. The last time we had our family photo was 10+ years ago. I really appreciate this family trip and it makes me thinks that we are a loveable family again. I missed Singapore alot somehow.The food there,universal studio,shopping... I missed you too,my friends and everyone. Since i came back from Singapore, i felt more mature and i don't know why... Hmmm 1 week in Singapore has too much things to write, i guess i'm gonna stop here =X<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-860475675389304530?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-14241355450331777582010-05-21T18:50:00.000-07:002010-05-21T18:51:12.504-07:004 more days of exam to go~~!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S_c4W5Yl5II/AAAAAAAAAGQ/7mKFBQR1I2Q/s1600/images.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" gu="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S_c4W5Yl5II/AAAAAAAAAGQ/7mKFBQR1I2Q/s320/images.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Sorry guys,it's been a long time i didn't update this blog...1 week of semester exam has just passed...didn't know that it was so hard...Hope you guys are doing well =)...4 more days to 3 weeks holidays and i might miss you guys...</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">During holiday i will update more posts,k? Especially after i come back from Singapore and share many amazing photos..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Take care and best wishes from me~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-1424135545033177758?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-64183044097284108302010-05-04T01:17:00.000-07:002010-05-04T01:26:55.431-07:00Remorse<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9_X4Fw_wCI/AAAAAAAAAGA/hQsnH5xNFFw/s1600/20071111054913_gifs-animados-orkut-emo-02.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9_X4Fw_wCI/AAAAAAAAAGA/hQsnH5xNFFw/s200/20071111054913_gifs-animados-orkut-emo-02.gif" tt="true" width="166" /></a></div>Ever since Day 1 in Probation Prefect's duty,life has been hard...I missed classes,full of homeworks and many more...So sick man...I never thought it will be so busy....Sometimes i feel like i wanna quit this and feel remorse for applying for prefect...What can i do? I'm not the type of quitting so easily...Since i have been chosen,i guess i just have to cope with it and test myself...I won't let you down,teachers and friends...<br /><br />Semester exam is coming in 2 more weeks...Damn,i havent read Sejarah since chapter 4...I'm not confident in my exam anymore...As far as i know,i'm a lazy guy after school...Even i know there's tons of homeworks and projects to do,i will still sit in front of my laptop either writing my blog or playing online games...I'm not a study type!! God,help me...If i keep on being like this,my academic results will drop like.....<br /><br />All the friends out there,i hope you are doing well...Form 4 life is tough...but it is a great way to test yourself...depends on how you handle it...Do not fill your life with emptiness,at least find something to do...<br /><br /><span style="color: #cc0000;">"Men's fear is not death,but the emptiness in his life"</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-6418304409728410830?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-71907977026080533142010-04-29T02:28:00.000-07:002010-04-29T02:30:03.610-07:00Probation Prefect<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9lRSGgDfeI/AAAAAAAAAF4/8156w5ffAnw/s1600/Ocean_Hope_1280x800.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9lRSGgDfeI/AAAAAAAAAF4/8156w5ffAnw/s320/Ocean_Hope_1280x800.jpg" tt="true" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Duty as probation prefect at gate today...I admit this school have many bad students,even i also caught 4 students and gave 10 demerit points each...what more to say the discipline department friends with me...Chung Hua gangsters still pass-by as if there is nothing wrong as usual...What can a guy like me do to stop them? </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Time to share some experience...6.50am is demerit time for the late-coming students...To sum up,i guess there are approximately 30 students who came late...And of course those are the "famous" people in the school...A group of Form2 bumiputera's was funny though,they saw us and run like wild cow...Happy ending,we blocked them and forced them to write the demerit paper...I dunno what's wrong with them...Even when they are writing the demerit paper,they just couldn't stand still...Hyperactive,perhaps?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I see many of my friends wrote in their report about their lack of confidence in convincing bad students in the school...I'm just here to say that i felt the same too,you guys are not alone...We can improve and learn from mistakes day by day as we grow up...加油!!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">God Bless~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-7190797702608053314?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-70477789976894577112010-04-26T02:48:00.000-07:002010-04-26T02:48:22.789-07:00Life Lessons<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9VhWIIInFI/AAAAAAAAAFw/x_32pePZ2AI/s1600/LockMeTight-.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="217" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9VhWIIInFI/AAAAAAAAAFw/x_32pePZ2AI/s320/LockMeTight-.jpg" tt="true" width="320" /></a></div><span style="color: red;">Love is not a Must,</span><br /><span style="color: red;">Love is only a Need,</span><br /><br />I see break-ups everywhere,<br />Promises were broken,<br />Tears were shed,<br />Hearts were dying.<br /><br />Love can touch us one time,<br />It may give us eternal happiness,but might also give the greatest heartache<br />Love is beautiful on the outside but no one knows what is in the inside,<br />Good or Bad.<br /><br />So far,i see that people fall in love easily and became couples...Soon,they break-up...As far as i know,i guess that the modern love now is all about your skills...<br /><br />God gave us brain to think,unfortunately many of us misused it...<br /><br />What i'm trying to say here is,don't treat love as a game or something that u can just let go...If u love because you want someone to care about u,you are wrong...You are just hurting your partner...<br /><br /><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Always remember,we love because we want to share our love with the partner...True Love is never selfish</span><br /> Regards,<br /> Chee Lun<br /><span style="color: #674ea7;">"There is nothing good or bad,but thinking makes it so"</span><br /><span style="color: #674ea7;"> -William Shakespeare-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-7047778997689457711?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-26747997334400035432010-04-22T02:00:00.000-07:002010-04-22T02:01:05.441-07:00Choices in Life<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9AQDptU4SI/AAAAAAAAAFo/6dB2TvDqhFo/s1600/road-ahead.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="140" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S9AQDptU4SI/AAAAAAAAAFo/6dB2TvDqhFo/s200/road-ahead.png" width="200" wt="true" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;">BM lisan is finally over...Really got to say thank you to you guys...Dylan for writing the script and King How,Jesshi for all the cooperation =)...Tomorrow's probation prefect list is coming out...I guess i might not be in there...Hope all of you out there got chosen and do your best...For those who did not apply,cheer up and excel in your studies! Believe me,you gain more knowledge and fun for not being a prefect...But for the prefects,it's one of the life challenges that might help you in shaping yourself...God Bless</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-2674799733440003543?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-8285249449776170392010-04-20T00:04:00.000-07:002010-04-20T00:04:11.595-07:00StressedLife has been against me these few days...so many things to care about...Prefect,Study,Attitude,Homework,and so on...So far,those things had failed...My attitude has been bad these days and some were noticed by teachers...As for my studies,i couldn't concentrate and understand what teacher is talking about...Homework is like never-ending... Why did all my negative attitudes keep showing up??? Why can't i just change it???<br /><br />Damn...i'm very very tired...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-828524944977617039?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-7824957041061056632010-04-15T01:28:00.001-07:002010-04-15T02:18:15.785-07:00Wind of Change<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S8bZwM15AUI/AAAAAAAAAFg/TgRfnmZSmKc/s1600/final-fantasy-versus-xiii-5.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5460291020337512770" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 108px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S8bZwM15AUI/AAAAAAAAAFg/TgRfnmZSmKc/s200/final-fantasy-versus-xiii-5.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="justify">I missed the old days...Life was easy and happy at that time...We did everything just for the sake of fun and joy,internal motives never existed...There is nothing like who was the highest or lowest,winner or loser...We all helped one another in times of pain and happiness...We are all like one perfect piece of heart,never seperate...</div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify">Unfortunately that was the past...Everything had changed now...Life was filled with misery,deceit,lies...There is none who does not have internal motives behind his every actions...Life is like a battlefield...It's whether you die or he dies...Mercy is no longer an option...Competition is everywhere...Position,fame,pride is all that matters...Even it takes to pull down someone that is close to you...There is no fun anymore...Gossips, jealousy and rumours were too common...</div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify">What had happened? I'm tired of all these...I missed my friends and family...What had changed you all? If this is the trend for this future,then i will not expose my true self anymore...I will be wearing my mask...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-782495704106105663?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-28654597868527299102010-04-08T23:39:00.000-07:002010-04-08T23:52:40.098-07:00Prefect & Perfection<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5458026524427106562" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 154px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S77ONMMjOQI/AAAAAAAAAFY/DFqVNZVCrDU/s200/Untitled1.jpg" border="0" />Prefectorial Board 2010 is coming...A new kind of challenge,a new kind of responsibility,a new opportunity....Wish i could be chosen for prefect and clear the probation month...and all my friends too...All bad attitudes must go,welcoming new good attitudes...I will not fail myself...As there is a desire to be perfect..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-2865459786852729910?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-82860590571606876762010-04-01T21:55:00.000-07:002010-04-01T22:14:16.715-07:00Walked out of Dream<span style="color:#cc33cc;">Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.Love is a battle,love is a war,love is a growing-up<br /></span><br />It has been few months...I am losing my old self and started growing for the better...Should i thank that love for teaching me lessons?? Or should i just forget it...<br /><br />I know i'm starting to mature day by day from now...I am aware of things happening around me now...It is like walking out of a dream...<br /><br />It's weird though,i can be said the slowest to mature compared to my friends...Perhaps they have been walking on the correct path in life since young...As for me,i was just playing computer games and study for exams in the past...<br /><br />After all these mistakes,something has showed up deep down in my inner self...Something that really wanted me to correct every mistakes i've done and be perfect...I guess it's time for me to do it now...<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">It is not the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">I'm Ready</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-8286059057160687676?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-27645105497206514042010-03-27T17:46:00.000-07:002010-03-27T18:11:37.204-07:00...My heart is bleeding....<br />Every second makes me weaker...<br />I'm losing something very important...<br />And yet i don't know what it is...<br /><br />Illusions are surrounding my soul...<br />Blinding me,without a place to go...<br />Sometimes i try to get out of it...<br />But i'm afraid it will ruin everything...<br /><br />My eyes can no longer speak as before...<br />The tears in it are also disappeared...<br />I couldn't smile anymore...<br />No matter how hard i tried...<br />My heart is confused...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-2764510549720651404?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-82701603603022569912010-03-24T03:07:00.000-07:002010-03-24T03:14:06.192-07:00Dark Side of MeI realized how small i am among my friends and around other people...How weak and bad i am in treating people...I'm sorry to all...<br />Maybe i treat people too cool and rude,being too quiet,too straightforward when talking with people and my other bad attitudes...I hope that i can make a change to it and stop hurting people...<br />All my friends out there,please tell me my weaknesses and bad behaviours that i am making...No matter how hurting your comments would be,i won't be angry...I will thank you instead because of telling me the truth...<br />Please...Tell me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-8270160360302256991?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-30034188153700822552010-03-21T04:50:00.000-07:002010-03-21T05:10:01.545-07:00Chee Lun is Back!I will leave everything behind and do my best start from now<br />Decided to strive for the best and enjoy life <br />I promise that i won't be pulled back by any bad memories in the past anymore<br />Those who hurt me in the past,i forgive you<br />And i'm sorry for those whom i hurt before<br />This is my new life from now on<br />I will make all the good memories and avoid making bad ones day by day<br /><br />Well...I am back!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-3003418815370082255?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-46777218452633762192010-03-17T23:42:00.001-07:002010-03-17T23:57:10.302-07:00Bad MemoriesHaiz...Why this song...Love in the Ice...performed by Chinese Orchestra today at school concert rehearsal...Make me think of this sadness...<br /><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-c98c17a9e8ae171f" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" 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bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v16.nonxt2.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dc98c17a9e8ae171f%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331497923%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D49C445E30FD0E94327FAAAA876F5AD7F306CF75B.1857A22631A1BF20D34558DA302B8DF53CF63944%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dc98c17a9e8ae171f%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DFfzjfhFKqS0v88bjxnzw93OPdpI&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-4677721845263376219?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-77678881027520155472010-03-16T18:18:00.000-07:002010-03-16T18:39:20.439-07:00Sacrifice<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S6Aywu81S-I/AAAAAAAAAE4/FejWBEgd_wo/s1600-h/love-wallpaper.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S6Aywu81S-I/AAAAAAAAAE4/FejWBEgd_wo/s200/love-wallpaper.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449411361936591842" /></a><br />Today when i woke up,two of the most important person in my life has become further and further from me again...Wish my dad will have a safe heart surgery at KL...and a safe flight...Last night already make decision that you will take my laptop to KL to use...But why didn't you take it...The only thing i will be using laptop is playing online games...But you really need it when you want to access the internet to spend your time when bored waiting at the hospital...<br /><br />Why...The only thing that will make me happy is to see a smile in your face,but not mine...You have been very good to me all along...You have been patient and control your temper to avoid scolding me while you are having so much stress in life...You never express your feeling out to me...telling me that you are really tired and stressed...I can see through all these...Your face can lie me,but your eyes can't...We are all one family...Family helps one another...<br /><br />What i'm telling to say is...Dad,don't put all the responsibility in you only...I can help you too...I love you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-7767888102752015547?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-17901417142295759692010-03-16T05:17:00.000-07:002010-03-16T06:11:44.475-07:00Bad Day<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S5-BM_3xA3I/AAAAAAAAAEw/gaFKnI4oT2U/s1600-h/hugs.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 152px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S5-BM_3xA3I/AAAAAAAAAEw/gaFKnI4oT2U/s200/hugs.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449216134445335410" /></a><br />Morning i have my sweet sleep until very late...i forgot what time liao...so nice...no alarm ring me up,no sick that make me can't sleep,or whatever =) But how know around 12.30pm like that my house here rain so heavily and thunderstorm keep strike=.=what the fish!! That thunderstorm already enough annoying already,every 10 seconds strike 1 time>.<<br />Lucky i not afraid of thunder ah...The unlucky part is strike here strike there,suddenly strike my house electric system and alarm start ringing...Besides,still make the whole house no electric and i cannot continue watch my PPS!! Aduh...when i go my livingroom there to sit,i noticed that the floor is wet>.< got some water overflow into my house...lucky no make electrical things wet...Then i just clean it and go sofa there to learn the "we are the world" and "precious corner" song...sing sing sing sing...till my parents come back at 2.30pm...accompany grandma go take her renewed IC and then go school for gao cai sheng practice...<br /><br />My God ar...Everything was fine at first,we go arrange our position into a love shape choir and went back into 5S1 to learn our singing...Clement suddenly come in and scold us so badly for 10 minutes++...because we too noisy and not concentrate...Torture period lol...After scold,i don't know why i no mood sing liao...keep sing like moodless and not nice to hear anymore...i guess everyone also feels the same...can see by their expressions and voice...Funny part is,i don't know why Natalie keep laugh when Clement is scolding...It is still a mystery XD...After the scolding,Yik Shen,Karen,Zi Yuand Likim went out for their tuition classes...Lucky that Clement no scold again =) Leave Jia Chyi there nia...Well,can count as a bad day today...<br /><br />Why u sleep so early today....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-1790141714229575969?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-71174163844280299642010-03-15T02:14:00.000-07:002010-03-15T02:50:13.749-07:00Snooker<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S537SDKTf4I/AAAAAAAAAEY/eZUAZHiEAMQ/s1600-h/100315_152518.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S537SDKTf4I/AAAAAAAAAEY/eZUAZHiEAMQ/s200/100315_152518.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5448787411692912514" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S537Rj3vmOI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/MssSAbQD33U/s1600-h/100315_152443.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S537Rj3vmOI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/MssSAbQD33U/s200/100315_152443.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5448787403293563106" /></a><br />Concert rehearsal...didn't go there coz 'gao cai sheng' choir no sing today...11.30 went to go snooker training with Robin Ling as promised...We go David's Snooker Centre near 2020 Cafe there,and trained by the shop owner there(international player)...He taught us the basics of snooker,like 'queue-ing,posture,aiming and others'...The training was free by him,but we have to pay the normal fee for 1 snooker table...We played till 3.30pm and end...Enjoyed there,although we keep miss like crap...<br /><br />You know what i hate about there?? Stupid people smoking at the aircond room there =.=" let us smell all those bloody gases during the whole snooker training process...Back home with clothes filled with the smell of smoke>.< dang....i hate this smell...when back home,i didn't even know that i love shower so much before...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-7117416384428029964?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-23492662155183922112010-03-13T17:59:00.000-08:002010-03-13T18:13:39.182-08:00Sick these days<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S5xGTfEWIqI/AAAAAAAAAEI/3p_R6bLjKNI/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 192px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S5xGTfEWIqI/AAAAAAAAAEI/3p_R6bLjKNI/s200/untitled.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5448306949782643362" /></a><br />It's been few days i have been sick...High Fever,headache,not enough breath,cough...what the hell is happening to me...Luckily i'm fine at school,at home i will be just laying there...Breathless...<br /><br />Air pollution...Haizz...Every morning i sure see thick layers of smoke surrounding me...don't know when it will go...Everyday i see some place burning with fire...where is the people to save it...what is happening to this world now...<br /><br />Some places are suffering extreme cold...while Miri suffering tremendous heat day by day...From CNY till now,there just has been 3 or 4 rains which last for half hour only...<br /><br />How much time has we left...to enjoy the wonders of life...with our precious ones...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-2349266215518392211?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-84248404898607327442010-03-10T21:41:00.000-08:002010-03-10T22:49:26.448-08:00Love<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S5iSbQXpw9I/AAAAAAAAAD4/rsVdVMchr6c/s1600-h/39983-bigthumbnail.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 160px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S5iSbQXpw9I/AAAAAAAAAD4/rsVdVMchr6c/s200/39983-bigthumbnail.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5447264746252911570" /></a><br />Love is like a feeling that cannot be explained...When you are in love,you just dunno why...Beautiness just doesn't matters anymore...You just wanna be with her/him every single heartbeat...Your heartbeat changes...as though it was talking to you...telling you to be closer to that person...<br /><br />Listen...Loving someone is never your choice...it is your true self inside you which you cannot control...Being together is a choice that you make...Be aware of this...coz once you are in love,you cannot see the mistakes or wickedness inside the person...God gave us 2 eyes to see clearly the appearance,2 hands to hug the person tightly,2 ears to listen to the word "i love you",2 legs to walk closer to the one you love...But only 1 heart to feel...There is only 2 word in that single heart,Love Me...<br /><br />The heart is born innocent and independant...It is meant to bring you to the person which you will spend your lifetime with...Eternally...Have you ever wondered why each person have only 1 heart...It is because the other pair of it is with the other person...Once they are together,you will experience perfection...An everlasting happiness,a kind of feeling that you will never forget and never want to let go...<br /><br />However...Once your heart met the wrong person...It might be your worst nightmare,a heartache that you can never imagine...By this time,there will be no cure for it anymore...That hurt will haunt you in your memories...forever...<br /><br />The miracle is this...Friends and family are the ones who can lend a helping hand to fix your heart...Joining back the pieces of your heart that are shattered all around in the darkness...You can be sure that the heart is not the original heart that is once present,the heart that is 100% believing doesn't exist anymore...but it can be immune to the hurts and pains that might be encountered in the future...<br /><br />Sometimes i choose to pretend smiling,so that i would not spread my sadness with people...<br />Sometimes i pretend to enjoy,so that everyone would feel comfortable...<br />What am i doing....Waiting someone to see beyond all this illusion and sees the pain in my heart?<br /><br />Hmmmm...Chee Lun is crapping nonsense once again...Bye...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-8424840489860732744?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-83836093297180488592010-03-06T17:12:00.000-08:002010-03-06T18:26:42.085-08:00Break upAfter 7 months we've been together,our love has come to an end...Thanks for putting a scar in my heart and left me...I promise myself i will not have any feelings to you again even if you die,there won't be a single tear out from my eyes and a sadness in my heart...Did you treat our love as a game all along? Is this what you really are?? I believe you and put all hopes on you everytime,but you destroyed it for me...Haiz...So many months to love you,but you break it in a single second<br /><br />I will forget this memories with you,out from my heart and mind forever...This is the last time i will remember...<br /><br />We met in SDO as a friend and soon our relationship grows deeper and deeper day by day...We married in SDO on 21/7/2009,actually we are going to postpone a little longer but you said that who knows what will happen on 23/7/2009 because there is a rumour about tsunami coming to Miri...I thought that was the happiest moment of my life meeting you...Everyday we message each other,it is like i can't live a single second without you...We made 21st of every month as our anniversary...and each time i will send you something and show that how much i love you...<br /><br />Soon,we come out to date at Parkson...watching movies in the cinema and holding your hands was one of the most precious moment in my life...Later,i tried to kiss you and all of a sudden you turned your face and rejected it...When back home i messaged you and asked why...the only answer you gave me was shyness...<br /><br />Damn...i don't feel like sharing it again...Overall,we only came out to date twice...we seldom meet as we are not from the same school...the only thing was messaging day by day...until February,the chance we meet was at tuition once every week...Seldom talked there,you treat me as though i'm a stranger...Everytime i talk with you,you were just smiling and doesn't answer me...this time,i asked you...you told me you can't chat because you are very cold at tuition and not very close to me in real life relationship...I knew that was a lie...I tried to date you many times to give you chance to know me more in real life but you rejected...Haizz,i don't want to say anymore about it...What's past is past...I guess we are just imaginary love,a message love only...not real ones...i feel stupid to put my heart in it...<br /><br />What's the feeling of heart broken? What's the feeling of losing all hopes? i guess i have the answers now...i blame myself for loving you...We met by chance,but being together is still a choice...Loving someone is like giving the person to hold the gun which is pointing towards your heart...Trusting her to not pull the trigger...But now,what's the shape of my heart now...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-8383609329718048859?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-86029217418831499322010-03-04T02:33:00.000-08:002010-03-04T01:21:34.446-08:00Weird feeling<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S494cuLbpOI/AAAAAAAAACQ/aJpNMRQbq1k/s1600-h/untitled1.bmp"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S494cuLbpOI/AAAAAAAAACQ/aJpNMRQbq1k/s200/untitled1.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444702909341869282" /></a><br />I nothing to do at home now,lazy to study for exams~~I feel weird this year,i'm not like the Chee Lun before...i prefer going to school or anywhere that have friends to chat with,rather than at home playing computer games or study>.< There's still many homework which are waiting for me to do,but i don't feel like doing it...very bored now...<br /><br />What the hell is this feeling...feels so empty...i don't like this lonely feelings now...No friends or family to chat with now...Friends are studying,family at work...Love is all i need now...<br /><br />Speaking about love...reminds me of her...hey yik shen,sorry to disappoint you but that message you see last time is my SDO dar...i'm not so pro in getting a real one...i don't know i should continue this imaginary love or not...My mind keep says break it,but my heart says keep her tight don't break her heart...all this misery...i don't know when i will stop loving...i admit sometimes she hurt me very much and i hate it...why can't i stop all this and put it to an end??<br /><br /><strong>Just because you don't see tears,doesn't mean my heart is not crying<br />Just because you always see me smile,doesn't mean i'm not sad<br />Just because you always see me strong,doesn't mean there's nothing wrong<br />Just because i love you,i don't want to break your heart</strong><br /><br />As long as i'm still breathing,my heart will always be here...waiting for my true love<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-8602921741883149932?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-91885661175915717802010-03-02T23:39:00.000-08:002010-03-02T23:55:23.818-08:00Mid Semester Exam<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S44V5AXTvHI/AAAAAAAAACI/tlYFvyFWeFs/s1600-h/Exams.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 198px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S44V5AXTvHI/AAAAAAAAACI/tlYFvyFWeFs/s200/Exams.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444313068631997554" /></a><br />Tomorrow start exam luu.. Wish my friends all the best and jia you!!! You all can do it! I believe in you all! And don't forget to take care of yourself and get enough rest.. Drink more water coz these few days de weather very bad...<br /><br />Sometimes our greatest achievement comes from the deepest hurts...No matter how bad your result is in the past,don't let it pull you down...The important thing is have faith in yourself<br /><br />God Bless =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-9188566117591571780?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-16133737703897740942010-02-26T18:50:00.000-08:002010-02-26T22:58:21.228-08:00Concert Rehearsal+Parkson+Jia Chyi's house<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S4jCWRjBnHI/AAAAAAAAAB4/Yp0c-NHvFUU/s1600-h/100226_171308.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S4jCWRjBnHI/AAAAAAAAAB4/Yp0c-NHvFUU/s200/100226_171308.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442813837600463986" /></a><br />26/2~~<br />Go to concert rehearsal>< haven't memorize the "zui zhen gui de jiao luo" song...morning we(gao cai shen) gather at block A,there were very very few of us only...Clement Choo(our chairman) was very angry,u should see his face and how he talk>.<" but jie yi(vice chairman) didn't give up on us,she still arrange our position and other things...Hmmm,nothing much to say...in school hall,funny thing was to see Clement Tang dance "Sorry Sorry",he had difficulties to move his huge body and he was the highlight of the dance...many people laugh and enjoy...to:Clement Tang,cheer up and i believe 1 day u can be a good dancer =)<br /><br />Concert rehearsal finished at around 12pm and Jia Chyi,Karen,Yik Shen,Ziyu and me went to Parkson by my dad's car...When go in,we straight go to 'Popular' to find Brendan there...who knows,we see Mallory there haha...she was shocked...then,we simply see popular de things...Brendan arrived few minutes ago with his mum to buy reference books,he was unlucky because popular don't know why no sell Form4 workbooks...all are Form 5's books...before leaving popular(Brendan didn't follow us),we hide somewhere and left Jia Chyi all alone...Yik Shen and Karen message Jia Chyi and say we all at MacDonald liao,we slowly see Jia Chyi almost walk out of popular without any directions to go...then,suddenly she saw us...Lucky she didn't fa pi qi or anything =) <br /><br />Then,we walk walk til MacDonald there...too many people wait there and no seat,then we change to go KFC...Karen and Zi Yu find a place sit...Yik Shen,Jia Chyi n me line up at the counter there,then we chat something...We all self-service and pay by ownself...so selfish arrr us,jk jk =) Everyone got eat KFC food except Karen,no give face to KFC...haha...chat quite long xia during eat...and we see Wen San with his bf just beside us at Pizza Hut,they no see dao us...*phew*<br /><br />Plan to go cinema...when reached there,many movie de time not suitable...soooo...we decide go cyber play SDO lor...holy cow,the computer and line there is as bad as hell...SDO also haven't update...can say that we wasted 1 hour ++ there...After that we walk around inside Parkson,shopping~~Walk here walk there,there is one time we simply walk and keep go back same place for 3 times,ps^^" Until today i only know that 'Toy's World' also in parkson,new block there...and got 1 shop is everything PINK de,oh my fish...Miri de ah gua can go there~<br /><br />Conclusion at Parkson,only Jia Chyi got buy dao thing...a cute pencil case(rabbit i think so,i so fast forget -.-) as her little sister's birthday present...There's still a lot of things happened but i lazy write =P<br /><br />At around 4.30pm,Jia Chyi's father come fetch us and we go her house bai nian! Her parents very kind wor...she sure very xing fu have this kind of family...back to topic,we drink dragon fruit juice at her house...home-made de,soooo nice...Later,we watch 'bodyguard assasins' at her house,forgot the chinese name liao...and sing karaoke!! oh my god lol,Jia Chyi break my record liao today...make me 1st time sing K...enjoyed alot!!thanks Jia Chyi...Aik Shen also came her house and his singing is the best,hahaha...he really got talent,always make us laugh...Jia Chyi,Yik Shen,Zi Yu,u all sing very good too!! Karen ah,u no sing dao...and there are many many memories there...At last,Jia Chyi's mum drive me and Aik Shen home...really thanks u all for today,another enjoyable day~!<br /><br />God Bless<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-1613373770389774094?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-5931211343844397082010-02-22T00:48:00.000-08:002010-02-26T23:04:17.333-08:00Memories of CNY..<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S4jD6sA9JTI/AAAAAAAAACA/MxfphkwvQl4/s1600-h/19359_313715785778_528780778_4041960_6692658_n2.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 230px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tR0k66weBbM/S4jD6sA9JTI/AAAAAAAAACA/MxfphkwvQl4/s320/19359_313715785778_528780778_4041960_6692658_n2.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442815562692240690" /></a><br />Although the "tuan bai" was already over few days ago(4th day of CNY),the feeling and memories was still fresh in my mind...i dunno wat to say but...it was the happiest CNY i ever had...it makes me feel somehow appreciated and get to enjoy being with my friends,having fun...Thanks Brendan,Denis,Jie Yi,Jie Ying,Ziyu,y2k,Karen,Shu Chee,Yik Shen,& Li Kim =) i will never forget u all in my life<br /><br />Hmmm...i have not enough time to write the whole day of the "tuan bai",it was too wonderful and joyous...Sweet and unforgettable memories...yeah~<br /><br />oh...and there are still bad memories that struck my life on CNY =( 5th day of CNY...i told my friends(Brendan they all) that i have open house tonite...i didn't know it was so bad,coz my parents told me last minute that my cousins and his friends are not invited to come[Sorry Nelius(my cousin) and his friends, i have to lie u that i don't have open house liao...im really really sorry, i couldn't even have the strength to message,telling a lie to u guys...but at last my mum say the word instead]...my parents say this open house is only for my friends...to appreciate them...By the time,it was too late for me to tell my friends that the open house was just for them...i don't want to disappoint them and make them feel i'm lying...<br /><br />6.30pm..my friends(Brendan they all)come to my house...They were surprised to see that they are the 1st group to come...(and also the last)...Oh well,later they found out they are the only ones here...Depression began to fill my heart,seeing their faces to change so suddenly...i can see that u all are sad and disappointed,and also <br />'bu hao yi si'..Plz Forgive me!! I never expect this,i swear!<br /><br />So...we had dinner together in my 'open house' and watched tv...Later,another bad thing happen...Eric's parent(their driver) went to Bintulu to fetch someone and my friends they all are shocked...they found out they have no car back to their own home...i was beginning to feel worried about them...for the 'open house' that i've done and now they can't even have car back home...i told them my father can drive them home but they feel really 'bu hao yi si' and keep finding another solution..but at last,they have no other choice,they came out with a decision...asking my father to ONLY send them to boulevard and Li Kim parents will send them back home...i'm sorry for all the trouble i had caused... <br /><br />This few days...i can't stop thinking about it...lying u all to come to my open house and hurt ur feelings...Every night til now, i had restless sleep and nightmares...i didn't have the courage to say sorry to u all face 2 face for the things i've done...i could only write here to say that<br /><br /><strong>I'm SORRY!!</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-593121134384439708?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-311021211444216600.post-28337258173127515952010-02-21T04:13:00.000-08:002010-02-21T04:41:15.255-08:001st Day of Blogging~21/2/2010...Welcome to my blog =) This is the place i will be sharing my life experiences and the words from my heart...Not many people or maybe no one knows what type of person i really am...All my secrets will be posted here and there's nothing to hide from me =) <br /><br />Well,my life was filled with darkness and loneliness all along...i don't know why...i just don't know how to mix with people and share my feelings...to tell the truth,only after the beginning of this year 2010 i began to enjoy life,began to have really good and nice friends hanging out with me...Thanks u all from the deepest part of my heart=)) Life has become alot brighter since then...and also after i get to know Jesus Christ<br /><br />Sorry to all my friends for everything bad that i've done that really hurt ur feelings...i'm awake now...out from my sorrowful and dreadful world..it's been 16 years i abandoned my friends and walked through life alone...i will appreciate everything and help u all with the best i can<br /><br />And yeah..could'nt forget my family and relatives especially my cousin =) u all have been very good to me and support me everytime i fall...u are the ones who never gave up on me,no matter how annoying and how bad i am...and also how silent i am...<br /><br />Well,got to go now~i don't know why i write all this "qi guai" things...Bye! May God Bless you all ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/311021211444216600-2833725817312751595?l=cheelun94.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sim Chee Lunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17413634914092986584noreply@blogger.com1